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Love is not sympathy

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Love is not sympathy
Author Source Time 2007-08-14 Read 27119 Font Size Small Medium Large
I opened his eyes and saw the white wall around the body being covered by the blankets are white, the hands are hanging drip.
How could I at the hospital? Before the headache seems to only remember bad … …
Door opened, I saw the forest, how could he have in here? I was a bit puzzled.
Come over him you wake up you? Head pain also?
Do not believe that I am a bit of looking at him how39s going on?
You sick, how did not tell me this before? He looked at my question.
What? What are you talking about? Ask Me
Do you know what I am talking about, why you and I have never said it? Then ask him.
I have nothing to say.
I know I am sick, but you did not intend to control me, the justifications are ignoring me, can I would also like to tell you? I was very aggrieved to think.
How you do not speak it? See I did not speak, he also questioned the start.
Enough, you are not ignoring me? You do not have here, I will die and no matter you ah. I can not help but loudly roared against him.
If someone hit me phone, do you think I would know? I do not know I would not here. He seems also not to be outdone.
I simply ignored him, because my heart.
First, he dropped the sentence Tom at thermos bottle, the hot drink, I leave you.
Ranging from the yard my head sticking out, he left.
Noses acid all at once, and anyway, I still take him no way. He will never belong to me. Feeling very sad!

From the beginning the fifth grade I knew I mind a long thing, then there is usually a headache problems. I remember one occasion, a person at my face Washroom, I fainted as a. Later, I heard vague mother cried, said Jiajia ah, ah do not happen. I think opened his eyes, butand halo passed. It was afternoon and I know that I was awake until the early hours at the hospital. See my mother woke up, and hastened with my head and said all right, and like. But over time, such as father, I saw her with his back to us at. Grandmother also uncle also, I do not know why all of a sudden so many people have come, because usually only big holiday when they will together. On middle school, I once again entered the hospital, or because headache, lived half of the homes, ate a whole year of medicine, which at that time for each extra-curricular work, the teacher let me stay in the classroom. Ask my mother I am sick, right? And in my mind that thing on the long, right? Mother said How can ah. Not to, you very healthy. I believe the mother said, because the patient39s complexion is usually bad, but my normal complexion good, like Red Apple.

On the high school, my focus was admitted to a city high school, but his family has insisted on allowing me to stay in the Day, a non-focused high school. One reason for this is the case, I can live in every day, you can eat at home. Apart from a bit disappointed, I have nothing, from small to large because all of them to give me the arrangements. Forever I believe parents are only good for me.

After graduating from high school, I test the provinces are a university. Senior high school as the first place on the same, and they arranged me a year into the province39s universities. The reasons are too far away they are not assured.me that universities are a professor, this can be take Chloe UK care of me. An hearts I finished three years there.

After graduating from college, I want to yearn for a long time in Shanghai. But the father has contact Mother Well, let me go there to work. So I obediently went to Shenzhen.there at work, make an accounting job. I study accounting, but I do not like this trade. Atthere every day with her work, after work together, eat together, live together. On such days, I feel very boring. Later Withboyfriend, most of the time and her boyfriend are together.I felt at that time, I finally got their Free Time. So take advantage of the time amateur Designed learn some things, such asand her boyfriend start preparations for their wedding, I told, I would like to leave the company. Although she did not say what, but I know that she does not want me going, the company39s financial need are a reliable person to do the. Finally, I also left there.

People know the house after me want go back to homeland.

This time I did not agree, because I think that here than in our small town a lot, and I enjoy here, even more competitive, but they can also hone myself. I39m looking forward to a person39s life, really eager.have never been to my homeland and Shenzhen apart from other cities, only now feel that they are free. I did not return to homeland, but let my father every day before going to bed every hair give him a message to express my well-being. I said, well, so every night before going to bed my father would give hair a message I am ready to sleep, Good Night.

I have reached the age of love, and I was looking forward to others like that kind of go hand in hand at tree-lined track. But I did not, at schools around the beginning people have been love, but I did not, because parents are not allowed, because at that timeme. I do not know why parents do not allow my love always.

Later, I came across in Arabic, we love. I love him as much as possible for him well. He loves me as much as possible for my good.
But parents do not agree that the grounds are too small for me now, should not be in love to.
I told them I have 25 years old, not smaller.
For my mother, and not to me and Arabic together.
My resistance Where bad in Arabic?
Where he was not bad, but now you should not be dating. For you. This is not my mother give reasons.
I love them, because I believe they will always be my favorite, from a young age I knew that.
I gave up in Arabic.
I also start a person39s life, I moved away from the city.
Computer during the day in front and holding the mouse hook constant number of maps, I think are my numbness.
End of the red early evening cool to go to bed, but always can not sleep, I feel that I was lonely.

I did not tell parents that they already know, but he did not tell me stop. Sometimes the mirror looking at myself, I still can not believe that doctors say is true. I think my parents are aware of the care and thought, yes for me such a person should not be falling in love, but sadly true good.

Lin was later re-encountered, I think I have some of the live head. Then start to work hard, really start living.

Unfortunately, however, I live for him, he did not need me to do for him. This allows me very upset, upset to want to die, die for me because it should be at your fingertips the. I think the die is out of everything, can you not want to think no one best way. But this world also my favorite people, they are my only hope. Me they die what would happen, since I still remember the fifth grade that year, my mother carryingscene.

The next day, Lin came the hospital.

Usual soup are brought to. I remember that I have said give him soup to drink, he said that he could go downstairs to buy I say to help him clean the room, he said that he has requested a domestic company39s people Do not need him, he said I told him well, Do not need true as I said I really want to how are you, you really do not need to return.

But he did not accept it.
Now I give him soup to drink, but also a mouth to feed me. I should feel happy, but my sorrow has been.
My temper with a bad temper you go, I do not want to see you. True, you go.
I now definitely seems like a wretch, I do not want him at this time at my side.
I will always watch you until … … he stared at quilt sprinkling on soup Say
Until I die is not it? My head pain, and inability to roar a bit.
Doctor came, and I am sure that they are halo have passed, and wake up time is the evening.
Lin looked at mego sit next to me on the chair.
I am open to say what he intended to lips hands on a show not to say that.
He said I know some of my past too. But now I think are really on the hi, take care of you, true, I hope you not to do something so that things which their own bodies. I agree not good? Give me a chance.

I think Although this is my expectations, but you never did not give me a chance. Is it because my life is not on the long-term? Poor me?
Two days, parents have been driven from the homeland to the hospital. They come a time when Lin also.
Later my mother asked Jia, boy?
I said He said he is willing to take care of me.
Mother said see that he is a good boy, if you both enjoy each other39s words … …
My mother interrupted to say I see, and true.
Lin again, I told him love is not sympathy.

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